highsku is offically over.
i wish i can go back n make everythg clear b4 takin da next step.
feel so confused abt wht i hav done, none of my plans worked out!
hav been wastin so much time doin nth,....
shudnt hav done it tht way,,,, damn, but i fink itz too late to regret.
so scare abt many thgs now n itz too late to make any changes.
provincial exams in 2 dayz. shudnt i b studyin/.??
seriously cant concentrate n dunno how to start.
i HAVE to do gd this time or else i will b goin to okanagan,,,,
nooooo >W<" y is everythg so gayyy?
screw lpi, screw mcnair (altho im still gonna miss it)
goin bak to hk next week! wooohooo.
actually i dun rilly feel lyk goin bak now...
hopin to spend more tym w u if possible..
i wish i cud stay here for abit longer first (i dunno wht for tho)
no1's goin bak w me this year,,,,
im gonna b allllll alone n doin nth in hkk....
sniffsnifff* last year was so fun... so fun to hav u u n u w me,,,
regret* shud've cherished my highsku life in mcnair.
regret* shudnt hv eaten so much lately...
regret* regret*regret* but i guess thtz useless..
letz jux hope itz not as bad as i've imagined.
..................................................o noooooooooooo.
i dunno wht to do now,,,,,,
n for those who have asked me wht i am gonna do if i cant get into university:
im still gonna tell u this--- im gonna cryyyyyyyyyyyyy.
